Ten days of ME!

I thought this might be kind of fun!  So I suppose you're supposed to start with day 10 and work your way down?  Here goes....

Day 10: Ten Secrets about Ms. Molly B. (in no particular order....hmmmm)

10.  I have many secret fears, but one of my biggest is trusting people.  It seems I automatically have trouble trusting people, and trust must be proven to me before I can let my guard down.  I don't know if this is something that i've had my whole life, or something that came with my divorce, but it's there.
9.  I have a secret obsession with pinterest and need to seriously stop pinning, it's crazy
8.  I haven't told anyone this, well maybe my mom or best friends, but it's a pretty big secret about me.  When I became engaged to my ex husband, we set a wedding date and everything was great.  However, about three months before the wedding someone from my past came back and begged me not to marry him.  We never dated, but apparently he always wanted to be with me.  It was shocking, and I was very torn up about it, but I let him go.  Nothing ever happened, I never even seriously considered leaving my fiance, but it was crazy.  Now he is married with a child, and an amazing man.  I've always wondered what would have happened.....
7.  I secretly believe that my family is the greatest and no one can compare.
6.  I have a secret fear of not being enough.  Enough of a friend, mother, girlfriend, daughter.  I can't really explain it but I just want to please everyone.
5.  My parents and friends were wanting me to leave my ex husband six months before I actually did.  I had a lot of pressure but it was something I needed to do on my own.
4.  I secretly wish I could cook giant meals every night.
3.  I have a celebrity that is crushing/calling me.....it's pretty weird.  He's really famous, I don't get it at all.
2.  I secretly don't know if I want to remarry.  He would have to be pretty much perfect for that and I most certainly would never marry a rebound man.  Dating is a lot of fun!
1.  I want Mexican food at any time of the day and could eat it at every single meal.

SO!  If that wasn't the most random list ever I don't know what is.  We'll see if I can actually keep this up for 10 days.....