Well a girl wants a lot of things!!! Of course I want the normal things that every girl wants but I do want a lot of things that are bigger than that. In no particular order......
1. I'll start with something material, why not. There's this Burberry bag. It wants me to love it, carry it, cherish it, and I want it for fall. It's pricey, I want it of course!
2. I want Lilly to be happy in her new school. I had to pull her out of her preschool due to many reasons, but mostly it was because I just took a new job and I need something closer and with more hours. I decided on a Montessori school, and I hope Lilly loves it. I want her to be happy above anything else.
3. I want a maid. Enough said.
4. I want it to be easier to let go of Lilly for me, but it seems to be hard every single time. I'm protective and definitely a nervous nellie when it comes to her, which is good I suppose. However, I want to be able to say goodbye to her for a weekend and not feel that punch in my stomach. The unknown scares me and the fact that I know things are going on that are not appropriate for my little love.
5. I want James to finish residency. I know we have a long way to go.....internal medicine month, ER month, geriatrics month.....etc. I miss him, but absence does make the heart grow fonder.
6. I want to redo my entire house. I hate my old stuff and love my new stuff, but right now is not the time for me to do a major overhaul. I see these pics of houses I love and I want to do it soooooo badly......someday.
7.
She makes me smile.
