A new day.

Well, I feel like my blogs have definitely been lacking lately.  I used to blog about recipes, holiday decor, baby stuff....not so much anymore.  Right now my days are filled with job hunts.  It isn't easy, but I am so motivated.  When I was working at Stanley Korshak, I made very good money, and I want that again.  For the past three years I have been completely dependent on someone else, and that is over, thankfully.  Time for a new life.  Yes, I have struggled so much with the thought of day care for my baby, but she will love it.  I have been researching and they do all kinds of fun things at school.  I am hoping to put her in school with Ryder three days a week and maybe have a nanny come to my house the other two.  I think it will be perfect....
I haven't been doing much lately besides that!  I have a nasty cold right now, which totally stinks, but Lilly girl isn't feeling well either so we get to snuggle overtime.  I miss cooking so much.  I made my taco soup last night for me and Emma and I have a tonnnnn of leftovers.  I hate leftovers.  I was a cook every night kind of gal.  Oh well, I suppose I just have some time to collect some new recipes!
Dots and Birdie is taking orders still, however, i'm not making mass items because I am looking for a job pretty much all day.  I really thought maybe I could do that for a living, but in reality I cant.
Just know that things are looking up though!  A certain someone gives me the drive to kick ass more than ever, and I will....and i'm not talking about Lilly.  I am not worthless like you claim, and I will show you up....

And yes, my Christmas tree is still up.....take time to roll your eyes.....it is coming down Sunday!